Numbers are just numb-.-ing you all

In this post I want to explain why we call all those digits “numbers…”. Check my uncompromising perspective on how numb-.-ers are numbing you all.

Numbers DO NOT speak for themselves

In the modern world everything circles around money or other ‘quantifiable’ indicators of value based on numbers. When it comes to the music and arts on the Internet – it’s all about the followers count, number of likes, comments or shares. And the worst thing is that 99% of people seem to trust those numbers more than their own hearts. I’ll give you at least five simple examples from the music environment:

1. You see an artist online, and the number of followers shouts “thousands” (or millions) – your brain automatically assumes those followers are real people, and that the art is valuable. Meanwhile, the record label knows the exact cost of building that “crowd” – from aggressive ad campaigns to fake bot farms, and paid engagement.
2. You play a track with 10 million streams, assuming it must be a masterpiece. What you don’t see is the label paying tens of thousands of dollars to buy placements on huge editorial playlists or using server farms to stream the song on a loop 24/7. The number says “hit”, but the reality just says “big budget.“
3. You see a gig advertised as “SOLD OUT in 5 minutes!” and you instantly think: “Damn, I missed out, they must be legendary!” What they don’t tell you is that half those tickets were held back for sponsors, or given away for free just to create artificial urgency and make you feel left out. Moreover, sometimes the “SOLD OUT” is just a cheap marketing trick and there were no actual tickets for this first pize.
4. A track gets 500,000 video uses on TikTok, and the media labels it “the song of a generation.” In reality, a marketing agency paid 50 influencers to dance to a 10-second loop. People aren’t actually connecting with the music or the artist’s Soul – they’re just repeating a dopamine-driven meme engineered to feed an algorithm.
5. An artist has a shiny checkmark and a nomination for an industry award, so your brain tells you: “They are legit.” But in the music business, checkmarks, press features, and award nominations are rarely about pure talent. They are about numbers of those who you know, who you signed your contract with, and how much money was spent on advertising.

The most valuable people are usually uncredited ghosts

Behind almost every (I have to underline this, because I don’t want to offend the Real Ones) manufactured “superstar” with millions of followers, there is a room of invisible geniuses who will never see the spotlight. They are the ghostwriters, the ghost producers, the underpaid sound engineers, the visionary lyricists, and the marketing bastards like me.

They are the ones who actually feel the frequency, write the melodies, create marketing concepts and craft the pure magic from thin air. But because they don’t fit shallow visual standards, or refuse to sell their Soul to play the social media content game (which for now is pure, degenerative clutter), they remain hidden in the shadows.

Greedy or just ego-driven fakes take their raw talent, paste a pretty face on top of it, run an ad campaign, and sell it to the crowd as “genius.” The face gets the checkmarks, the awards, the numbers, and the fake adoration. The ghost gets a flat fee and stays invisible, but at least has something to eat… Well, I don’t think that’s something humanity should be proud of.

Beyond music: How digits numb your whole existence

It’s not just the music industry. The Matrix is entirely coded in numbers designed to replace your intuition with a digital scoreboard. Look at how society trained us to measure our entire human experience:

• Your bank account & economic status: The System teaches you to judge your intelligence, worth, and personal power by a number on a banking app.
• Your scale & calories: Instead of listening to how your body actually feels or sensing your real vitality, you let a scale or a calorie counter decide if you are allowed to feel good about yourself.
• Your age: A simple number tells you what you’re “supposed” to achieve, when you’re “too old” to start over, or when your time is running out.
• Your credit score & Tax ID: You are reduced from a sovereign, multidimensional Soul to a registered number in a database – a Matrix label that dictates how much freedom you’re granted.

We accepted a reality where everything that actually matters – love, honor, true health, and peace – cannot be measured, while every meaningless metric is turned into a stat to keep us anxious, competing, and obedient. Numb-.-ers don’t just numb our taste in music. They numbed our ability to feel who we really are.

“Bad” numbers may not be your personal failure!

And here is the dirtiest trick the System ever pulled: it makes you believe that every “wrong” (too low or too high) number is YOUR personal failure. They built a casino where the house always wins, and then they shame you for losing. Look at the reality behind these numb-.-ers:

• Your Bank Account & Economic Status | They push the toxic “hustle culture” narrative: “If you’re broke, you’re just lazy.” Bulls#it. They don’t tell you about engineered inflation, stagnant wages, rigged tax systems, corporate monopolies, or central banks printing money out of thin air to devalue your life’s work. Most of the time, poverty isn’t a lack of effort – it’s the result of playing a game with rules written by those who wanted you to lose.
• Your Weight & The Scale | They sell you shame: “If you can’t lose weight, you lack willpower.” Meanwhile, the food industry employs neuroscientists to make ultra-processed, chemical-laden food as addictive as drugs. On top of that, the System keeps you in a state of constant survival stress – flooding your body with cortisol, disrupting your endocrine system, and making real health almost impossible to maintain. It’s not a lack of discipline; it’s a toxic environment designed to make you sick and dependent on big pharma.
• Your Social Status & “Success” | You weren’t born with the same starting line as the heirs, the connected, or the ones willing to sell their integrity for a promotion. You weren’t given helpful hands, resources Yet the System forces you to compare your raw human journey to someone else’s privilege, labeling you as “unsuccessful” if you don’t meet their artificial standards.

My numbers are low, but energy? Infinite!

And now… Just look at me, ok? I don’t have thousands of followers. I don’t live in a luxurious mansion. I’m so hardworking that I managed to build this whole universe (including the website, social media, graphics, videos…) entirely by myself. If I had to pay to create all of this from scratch, it would easily cost $100,000 to $250,000. Yet, I’m poor “thanks to the lovely System” and people who didn’t care – but I know I am f**king rich in talent, skills, and effort!

And yeah… I know I could “get rich” off these skills by building someone else’s empire. But honestly? I am simply sick and tired of enriching other people with my energy. Because so far, I haven’t seen a single person truly appreciate it or give me a genuine, heartfelt “thank you.” All I ever got was a bank transfer – often way overdue – like I was some dog being trained with treats, instead of an actual human being.

I guess that just as I wrote in my Quadruple Capricorn Call track I invite you to listen, I have more pride than shame. But when it comes to shame…

Shame keeps you silent. Fear keeps you on the treadmill.

SHAME is the System’s quietest, most sinister weapon. It’s the voice that looks at low numb-.-ers – low views, low followers, low bank accounts – and whispers: “It’s because YOU aren’t good enough.”

It takes a corporate game and turns it into a personal, moral defect. Shame makes brilliant creators hide their art because they think low engagement equals low human worth. It makes you feel embarrassed to share your frequency unless it already comes with a stamp of public approval or a budget behind it.

Shame forces you into the dark. It convinces you to shrink, apologize for existing, and accept scraps from toxic clients or “bosses” just to avoid being labeled a “failure.” Shame shuts down your voice. And once it has successfully silenced you… that’s when FEAR takes over to keep you running on their treadmill.

Fear is what keeps your hands busy feeding the machine:

• Fear of poverty: “If I stop pleasing these people or playing by their rules, I won’t survive.”
• Fear of invisibility: “If I don’t feed the algorithm every single day, I will cease to exist in people’s minds.”
• Fear of judgment: “If I speak my raw truth without a fake corporate mask, the crowd will reject me.”

They weaponized your basic human desire for dignity and survival, turning them into a collar around your neck – all so you keep worshipping a digital scoreboard built by people who couldn’t care less about your Soul.

God told you Fear not

There is a reason why the most repeated instruction in the Bible is: “Fear not.”

When you walk with moral integrity, clean intentions, and a pure heart, you carry zero shame. You have nothing to hide. You don’t need to put on a fake mask, buy bot engagement, or lie about who you are just to fit into their rigged casino.

And here is the cosmic law: where there is no shame, fear cannot survive.

The moment you realize that your true worth comes from the Divine – not from a digital scoreboard, a bank balance, or a crowd of brainwashed followers – the System loses all leverage over you. You become completely untouchable.

The reversal: THEY are the ones living in fear

The biggest illusion of the Matrix is making you think that the ones with the power, the checkmarks, and the big numbers are confident. In reality, they are usually terrified.

The frauds, the label executives buying fake streams, and manufactured industry plants live in constant, paralyzing anxiety. Why? Because their entire existence is built on a lie. They know their status is artificial. They know it depends on algorithms they don’t own and budgets that can dry up tomorrow.

Deep down, they know that a single spark of raw Truth can burn down their entire house of cards. They are terrified of the day the curtain is pulled back and they are finally exposed and shamed. They project fear onto you because they are suffocating in it themselves.

So when God tells you to “fear not,” it’s not just a comforting phrase – it’s a divine strategy. Keep your spirit clean, stand in your truth, and let them tremble in the shadow of their own illusions.

Ready to break the spell?

If you are finally ready to stop being afraid, drop the fake scoreboard, and reclaim your divine power – I invite you to the Matrix Renegade page. It’s time to step out of their illusion and walk with those who refuse to be ruled by numb-.-ers.